screaming children outside my window. i am sitting in the sanctuary, the chi ballanced just right. all windows, slanted attic ceiling which two beds placed on opposites sides of the small room, a carpet in between with a pillow in the middle. all i can see is green tree tops. good organic food everyday, yummy books from the library, and high speed internet access. you would think i would be happy? instead i feel insecure and clumbsy.

shhhhhhhhhh.

go meditate.